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Monday, October 15, 2012

Well..
Today post will be quite long.
As it consist of 2 days post!
Let me start with 13th Oct.

13th Oct 2012, Saturday.

Work with duncan, lucas and meiping today.
Lucky Mei Ping is on good mood..
if not GG. Because...
There is no sales for a Sat weekend.
And we were chatting and playing around in the shop to pass time.
Well,
I only sold 3 phones before i end work.
LOL!

End work at 830pm,
and met up with dear as usual.
Stalking which Mrt stop that i am,
then come up and meet me in Mrt.
Its like..
other ppl meet up in a place but we meet up in Mrt.
hahahahahaz.
Cool right! different from other couples.
While in mrt whatsapp-ing,
dear keep asking me which way im sitted at..
left side or right side.
I don wan to tell him.
hahahz.
Train stopped and dear came in..
With his 2 hands behind. O.O
Cant guess tio what is in his hand,
till he pass me this!!!

Its a Baby Pooh!!!
WOW!!!
Dear didnt let me buy yesterday,
but he bought it for me for today!!
Im surprised!!!
Cos he don buy things for gals,
but.. HE BOUGHT IT FOR ME!!!
I love this pooh very much.
THKS DEAR with lots of loves!!!

So we went Bishan to have our dinner in the same Japanese restaurant,
but we tried different dishes.
Well.. The food there really nice..
Can go there and eat again!
After dinner,
we proceeded to our plan.
which is Esplanade!
Reached esplanade and find a place to sit.
Till dear fall asleep..
Watched movie while dear is slping..
hahahahz.
PIGGY DEAR!!!
Finally he awake and we kinda chatted alot of things.
Love this way of chatting,
but time passes very fast.
See watch is already 230am le..
So we decided to go home..
2 different cab and home sweet home.
Reach home 3+ and bath..
then? SLP la. of cos. lols.

14th Oct 2012, Sunday.

Wake up at 930am today,
As im going to Steven's Wedding Lunch.
Meet up with lawrence, clive and angie in JP at 1115am,
Then lawrence drive us there.
Reached expo at 1245pm,
And check which table we are supposed to sit.
Lunch served at 115pm..
Food was so so only.
Not really that tasty.
Finished lunch at ard 330pm,
Whatsapp dear and ask him whether can i take cab to his house anot.
And its approved!!
hehehez.

Rched dear house at 430pm,
Slack awhile then ate dinner at his hse,
Cos his mum forced me to eat! LOL!!!
no la. his mum cooked alot,
so ask us to eat before we go out.
Cab down to Tampines mall,
As dear meeting his colleague at 8pm.
Shop around there to see watches,
And didnt really saw the design that i like.
Train down to Pasir Ris,
Cos i wanna go to the Park to see prawning area.
Then suddenly...
THUNDER come. =.=
Plan changed. kns!!
Took bus 88 back to dear's hse area.
Ate Mac for our supper? o.o
Ya.. supper.

Then stroll back to dear's house void deck.
Play play play..
Play dao something serious happen.
Dear accidently press dao 1 number and called.
Which happens to be "someone" number..
and i don dare to tell dear is "him".
In the end,
received 1 sms from "him"..
then i decided to confess to dear..
And dear's tone and expression changed straight..
Im so scare, nervious and worry till my mind is all blank out of sudden.
Keep explaining to dear till i don even know what im talking at all.
Feel so... kinda guilty towards dear and disappointment for myself.
Im so afraid that after this thing happen,
Dear will ignore me, will stop loving me, will stop doting me,
will stop this, will stop that.
Im really afraid.
1st ever in my lifetime,
i had this feeling.
Explain and explain and explain.
and im happy..
cos... my dear forgive me..

To my dearest..
Dear, Thks for the baby pooh that you got it for me. Im really very happy to be the 1st gal that you bought thing for.. and somemore is a soft toy which i know is truely rare for you to hold it all the way from the start you bought it, take train and pass it to me. And today i done something really bad that i cant forgive myself.
Im really sorry Dear. Its really pain my heart to see u emo of the things that i have done. I really love you, really. Dear.. Below this song is dedicated to you. The lyrics of this songs is what im feeling towards you. Meaningful song and i hope you like it.

Signs off,
JingJing

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