woooot. im back..
Thursday, May 30, 2013
Wahx..
Its been 2 weeks since my last post.
How dear?
Do u miss my blog?
hehez..
Started my new job in Handphoneshop on the 20th May 2013.
Its been going 2 weeks for my new job.
Working hours is damn long..
10.5 hrs per day.
Lucky its counted as OT pay.
But its better than working in Singtel.
Cos working with ppl that i know,
and most importantly i feel more comfortable in here.
Find it quite wasted to waste so much money when i started working in Singtel.
Bought so many shoes,
and also my sis bought me a jacket.
And in the end i quitted.
nvm..
I gonna earn back the money soon.
Dear was worried about the working hours as its really too long.
Told him not to worry as i can do it de.
With his support and his love,
nothing is impossible..
Hmmm..
we been quarreling alot recently.
I donno y too.
Maybe is cos of my attitude ba.
Hopefully we already cleared the things out.
And therefore there will be no more quarreling anymore.
Ppl always say quarrel can make couple know each other more,
and will make the relationship more stronger.
Well..
Pray that the sentence is true ba.
If not i tink he going to dump me soon if we still keep quarreling like this.
Yest is my off day.
Dear specially took half day leave to accompany me.
Went City Square mall to had our movie.
Fast and Furious 6.
Got 2 GV tickets for free,
don wanna waste it so we try out the new City Square Cinema.
Show is at 630pm..
While waiting for our show,
we went to arcade to had our basketball challenge.
Played till my hand gonna break.
So tiring lo..
Long time nv excerise le.
After i start working..
Finished show at around 9pm,
walk around before we went home.
Its been days since i saw the 2 monsters.
Miss them so much lo..
Lucky they didnt forget about me,
if not i sure damn emo.
Fried mee hoon for dear as his dinner,
and he cook mee pok for me.
hehehez.
Eat and rest awhile then home sweet home le.
A photo to end the day. =)
Took unpaid half day leave today.
Cos my dear say he don feel like going to work.
Asked him to take time off so we can go out in the afternoon.
Cheated Serena about the reason of my half day,
kinda feel bad but for dear's sake,
im okays with it.
Pray that serena wont find out that im lying to her can liaoz le.
End work at 415pm today..
Time pass really very fast..
Sold 1 S4 in the morning,
then afternoon went bank to bank in the cash,
then walk to buy 4D,
then da bao food for them.
Slowly walk back store is already 410pm..
Pack hao everything then kelvin say i go off le.
lol..
really is just nice..
Took train down to meet dear at Nex.
I reached first so i walk over to circle line to wait for him.
Who know when he reach,
he walk over to purple line to find me. =.=
Both of us are so silly..
Our mind is only each other only.
Like his heart only wan come find me,
and my heart also only wan find him.
In the end,
we waited for each other in the opposite direction.
Had our dinner in RamenPlay cos i got my pay already.
Its is just 5pm only when we were eating.
Scare that we will feel hungry later,
suggested going to NTUC to buy some maggie mee back just in case.
Shopped around in the mall to get my shoes,
and finally i bought 1 from Skechers.
Wa..
Its damn expensive lo.
$99 for 1 pair..
Hopefully its really wont make my leg pain,
if not my money going to go down drain again.
Getting a shoes that i don need to wear socks..
Yea...
Now no need to wear socks anymore le.
After buying my shoes,
We saw the baskin robbins is on 1 for 1 today,
and dear also wanna get some cold stuff to cure his tongue,
so we bought the ice cream and eat.
I ordered some sour sherbert and dear say its make his tongue more worst.
LOL!
I also nv ask u to eat.. =x
so its not my fault.
While eating halfway,
His sister called him asking him where he is,
as she nv bring key today.
Telling her we still in Nex and might need to take 30mins to reach home.
So we faster eat while walking to MRT station.
Lucky left abit only.
If not sure can brain-freeze me.
lols..
Reached his house at 7+,
his sister was sitting at the staircase waiting for us.
So ke lian.
Played fetch with Remy for awhile,
then we go room rest liaoz le.
Shiok to have dear slping beside me.
Making me feel so comfortable and secured.
Straight away slp till 11pm.
Wake up the time seeing he still slping so sound and also snoring,
so don wan to disturb his slp.
Seeing the time is already 1130pm,
wake him up and say its time for me to go home.
he jump up when he see the time.
hahahaz.
Silly dear..
U donno ur dear me got alot of excuses de meh.
Don need worry nahz.
Send me down to take cab as usual.
Home sweet home at 1215am.
Show mum my new shoes,
and she say hopefully the shoes really wont pain,
cos $99 is not cheap also.
Yea.
I know that too..
My dear fall asleep again liaoz le.
lols.
really is pig sia.
Dear.
I tink ur previous life really is a pig.
make sure u tmr post up the piglet and the pig photos that u said in the afternoon.
lols..
This is our 8th month Anniversary photo that i had done for u.
Its is my display pic now as what u had seen it just now.
Dear..
I love u..
Pardon my attitude,
my unreasonable,
my think too much problem..
Its all happened cos i love u too much.
Thanks for tolerating me.
I feel it...
Muackssss!!
okays..
time to slp liaoz le.
Going 3am soon.
Nites Loves..
Signs off,
JingJing
♥ 2:45 AMlow low low!!
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
Have been feeling low or rather i can say is moody ba?
Donno y i will feel it this way.
But this few days i been feeling like this..
Y??
Saw something on Sun which make my mood changed totally.
Was happily going home after Mother's day dinner with my mum.
Reached home on com and saw something which irritate me alot.
Wat thing can it be?
FB's side pop out with a notification on..
My dear commented on "someone"'s photo,
which i hated most..
Banned him from whatsapping the person,
but then come out with FB comments.
so cool huhx?
No whatsapp in the end changed to FB..
Its really make me speechless during that point of time.
Wat had he promised me?
Does he still remember?
Its not the 1st time already..
Was finding a way to try to make him tell me himself,
till i have to screenshot to show him,
then he willing to explain to me.
Im really very tired seeing the same things over and over again.
Wat he had promised me in the 1st place,
always turned out to be something diff..
He already said sorry to me liaox,
I just hope same thing wont happen again anymore..
Yest went for my interview with Serena..
Outcome turned out not really gd ba?
Its not wat i expecting,
and also not wat i had expected..
Tell her i will give her a ans on wed..
Need some advise from family and also my dear.
After interview,
went Best Denki to find David Goh while waiting for my dear to end work.
We went for a coffee break in ToastBox as the time is still early.
Chatted quite alot of things,
Regarding my sis as he did try to chase her last time,
and also chatted about my previous job in singtel.
Till time passed so fast and he had to go back to work.
Seeing the time is still early so i follow him back to Best Denki.
Stood in his counter and continue to chat till my dear reached.
Had our dinner in Sushi Tei,
and followed by a strolled in the nearby scenery.
Asked dear where he wanna go next,
at first he say go Marina Square to see whether my cats is ready for collections anot,
then after that cAn watch a movie.
So we took the train that go towards Outram park,
thinking that we can change to Red line then straight down to City Hall.
Was checking time slot for Marina Square GV when we r on train to Outram park,
Alighted the train when reaching Outram park,
but i donno y my dear like don wanna alight.
while walking towards the green line station,
ask him again where he wanna go..
Now he tell me donno..
Asked him again for 2nd time,
was expecting him to say Marina Square,
but he didnt..
He said go home..
Fine then..
Go hm jiu go hm..
I donno y izzit so hard for him to make a decision?
Really got so hard to make a decision mahx?
In the first place he suggested into going marina square,
i only asked him again to double confirmed,
and he say go hm..
well..
day 2 spoilt..
We were so quiet throughout the whole journey,
making me feel like jumping down the Mrt tracks.
haix...
I wonder will he be like this if he go out with other gals.
Sometimes i really hate to make decisions or make ppl follow my decision.
Its will only mAke me feel like im someone who are forcing ppl to do wat they don wan.
But wat can i do?
Everything is me me me me me.
forget it ba..
Well..
he didnt ask me anything regarding my interview at all,
not even a question from him.
Even though we had dinner tgt,
and also the time that he send me back home..
Was expecting him to ask me how is my interview,
how is it.
How is the pay all those..
but None at all..
Look like its nothing to him..
Meet up with dear again today.
travelled down to Bedok to wait for him.
Cos i got a feel that once i starting my new job,
we wont hv so much time tgt like last time liaox le,
cos our timing all will be different
i only wanna cherish the time we had now before my new job.
If not we will have lesser time le.
Went for dinner in Kovan..
He said he bringing me to eat fishball noodles,
i thought is the one that i always saw when my taxi passed through the place,
in the end its not the same one.
I always thought that we are saying the same store,
cos i told him is roadside de..
Then he bring me to market for the fishball noodles store.
Totally different from what i describe to him.
Nvm ba..
Continue to had our dinner in that area,
he ordered his minced pork noodles,
while i order pig organ soup.
Had my fav sugar cane drink to release my heat.
And he had his grass jelly drink.
Back to his house to see gucci,
then watch 1 movie in his room before going home.
Helped to clean up gucci and remy ear and applied medicine on it.
Hopefully the ear mites will clear soon.
While on the way to taking cab,
im still waiting for him to ask me about my interview..
but to no surprised,
he didnt ask too..
Told him i will be joining the company,
he only say ORH,
nothing else liaoz.
What can i say?
Totally speechless liaoz.
been waiting for him to ask me since yest..
What i had been waiting come to a waste..
Nvm ba..
my own job..
i know myself can le..
Don need anyone to care or ask me anything.
Its will only prove to me that there no one who care about me anymore.
Time to slp le ba.
Hmmm..
Doubt that i can slp again tonight.
Been having sleepless nights..
Thinking that my dear is having stomach flu again.
Hopefully when he wake up he will feel better ba..
If not i also donno what i can do to cure his stomach flu,
as he don drink ginger tea..
Pray hard for him..
Nites Nites.
Signs off,
JingJing
♥ 4:19 AM
Short update
Saturday, May 11, 2013
Morning dear!!!
Sorry last night I fall aslp again..I tot I gt reply but din sent lol den I wait till ko..
Woot yst we went udder eat icecream.. The waffle is nice.. Their icecream is pretty light creamy type.. We tried two different durian icecream D24 and Mao Shan wang.. I ask dear which she prefer she did not wan to tell me.. But she did say all the while she like to eat D24 compared to Mao Shan wang.. She had been eating the whiter yellow one which I tot it was D24 one-.- n find it more watery not so nice so I ate the other one which tasted more yummy.. I keep wondering y she like watery taste durian icecream.. Not her style.. Till left one spoon then she tell me actually I had been eating the D24 one!!! She secret kept the nicer durian icecream for me-.- so silly of her!! I feel so guilty eating her fav and more tasty icecream..
After that we went ntuc.. Ntuc near rich people area seems different from other area.. The food looks fresher, fish bigger and fruits look bueatiful..
For the first time I intro a coffee shop to buy carrot cake and my dear say nice!! My childhood eating area.. Cheap & nice.. We tabao white carrot cake, hokkien mee and popiah.. I think the popiah must eat on the spot den yummy.. Tabao le nt so nice..
Our simple day end so fast.. Still having headache over where to go next week lol!! Oh ya my lame baby toe hit the escalator side and had minor injury lol.. Yst is a clumsy day haha.,
Later bring Gucci go vet.. Can't wait to meet my dear again..
♥ 9:49 AM
backie from batam trip!!
Friday, May 10, 2013
Shiok..
We are back from Batam trip le..
Its been 1 month ago since our last oversea trip,
which is Genting..
Lucky we went Genting before Malaysia voting.
If not we got no chance to go now..
Went for 2 days 1 night batam trip with dear and his colleagues.
Its my first time going out with 1 whole grp of ppl which i donno in the first place.
Wake up at 6am on Wed.
Bath and prepare myself before travelling to vivo to meet up with dear.
Waited for bus and cos due to jam, im late.
Whatsapp to inform dear and he tell me that some of his colleagues will be late too.
heng ar..
Not only i late nia.
if not i sure pai seh when i reach.
Reached around at 820am,
and directly went to toilet cos stomach pain.
Asked dear to buy his breakfast before walking over to look for me.
Once i opened my toilet door,
he already standing inside waiting for me liaoz.
So clever de him,
can find me when he no need to call me to ask me where is the toilet.
Walk up to the ferry check in area to meet up with his colleagues,
before proceeding into the terminal.
Didnt really talk to them in the first place as we still donno each other yet.
Finally its time to take ship liaoz le.
Reach Batam at around 1030am (batam timing),
Check our name in the tour guide list,
and there we start our 1 day Batam tour.
Move up and down from the car and had our seafood lunch at around 1pm.
Not really nice to eat but still acceptable ba..
Continue our 2nd half tour,
walk around shopping mall with dear while the rest went to massage.
Dear accompany me for my medicure and pedicure,
he sitted there waited for me for almost 2 hrs.
hehehe.
Sorry dear.. for letting u to wait me for so long.
Meet up together at 5pm,
and they send us back to our hotel.
Its our 2nd time staying in KTM hotel liaoz le.
Supposedly they planned to fishing in the area,
but when we check with the receptionist,
they say their rod all spoilt. =.=
making all of them so sians.
Cos no more programme for them.
My dear also sians cos he wanted to fish too.
Should have let him bring his rod if i know the villa's rod all spoilt.
Now making him feel so sian..
After checking into the hotel,
we went to had our dinner in the restaurant,
while the others staying in their room cos they already eaten.
Order quite a number of dishes for our hungry stomach.
Heard some shouting and noisy sound coming from the other side of the swimming pool,
finding those voice is so familar..
Walk over after we finished our food,
then realize is them swimming inside the pool.
But they already swim finished liaoz le.
Slowly strolled over to the beach and we sit down to chit chat.
Went back to our room and dear suddenly saw something stuck under our door.
use torchlight to have a closer look then somehow its look like a frog or a snake.
We 2 were so freaked out and asked dear to call his friends.
Whole group went up and slowly exploring what is the thing below it.
Till then they try to lure it out..
After sometimes,
they managed to get the thing out and then we know is a toad.
Colourful toad that we thought is poison,
so we called the receptionist to come and get it off.
still feeling abit uneasy and asked dear's frn to check around for us first.
When really got nothing else le,
then i start to feel better.
Chit chat in the balcony till around 12am,
then bath and rest liaoz le.
Dear fall asleep in just less than 10mins,
while i continue watching my show.
i tink i sleep around 3am ba?
Didnt really check the time..
Wake up at 9am in the morning,
and dear missed out his breakfast cos of me.
Sorry dear..
Cos i not enough slp due to having flu in the middle of the night,
making me nose blocked cant slp at all.
bathed and went out to balcony to join dear they all.
seeing the time is still so early,
went back to room to pack my bag,
if not later forget this forget that.
Repacked everything and all my clothes is in dear's bag,
while all the rubbish tit-bits is inside my bag.
We fall asleep for awhile before its time to check out.
Dear was tinking of extending 1 more night,
some of his colleagues wanted too,
but not all of them want,
so idea rejected.
My dear look so sians..
but bo bian..
we still have to go back.
The bus drop us at the ferry terminal,
and we walk over to the mall to have our lunch before checking in at 4pm.
Had A&W cos singapore doesnt have that anymore.
The rootbeer float is so nice compared to singapore.
Deciding of what to do after the lunch,
and they suggested to go KTV for a 1 1/2 hours of singing.
Me and dear sitted inside to listen to them singing till i gonna fall asleep soon.
Asked dear wanna go arcade to play anot.
And he agreed.
yea!! out of KTV and walk over to arcade.
Played 50k Rupiah ,
and its only cost SGD$6.
So damn cheap.
1 games less than 50cents.
Played till our teeth drop.
Time always passes so fast while we are having fun.
Its time to check in liaoz le.
Waited till 440pm,
time to leave liaoz le.
Reach sg at around 7pm,
MRT back to dear house.
Was tinking whether wan to eat mac or maggie mee for dinner.
If maggie mee means have to wash pots..
The thought of washing pots when im so tired is so torturing,
but dear decided to have maggie mee,
and he will wash the pots and plates.
okays..
Settled our dinner and we went back home straight.
Bring out all the maggie mee inside my bag,
and his sister saw it.
She was so shocked and asked y we buy so many maggie mee back
lols.
hmmm.
the maggie mee taste not bad but no spicy de,
though the packet printed say is spicy.
Bluff ppl de.
Rest awhile in dear's room,
had my resume send to serena,
then home sweet home at 11pm.
Some photos before i end my post and slp..
The thought of working tomorrow make me feel so sians again.
2 days 1 night passed so fast.
Dear..
actually i don feel like going to work tomorrow also.
Feel like taking mc and ask doc to give 2 days mc.
So i can skip work for tmr and sat..
I really don understand y also.
Probation period still need to serve what 1 week notice.
also nothing to do there except standing there.
Totally wasting my time lo.
Got me or no me also no different at all.
dear wanna skip work tmr mahz? =x
hehehehez.
Okays.
time to slp..
Nites Loves.
Signs off,
JingJing
♥ 2:00 AM
haiz. sucky mood.
Thursday, May 2, 2013
Noticed that i have not been really smiling or laughing,
ever since i started my new job.
I donno y also.
i don have any feel in doing anything
everyday is like a walking zombie.
really is sians to the max.
Been dragging myself to work all along,
and showing ppl my fake smile in shop.
i didnt wan to but i just cant..
Y is all this happening to me?
I should have just stay in Nokia till they terminate me.
Rather than making my life so difficult now in Singtel.
Colleagues all are selfish freaks.
Asked them things all say donno,
if not jiu say they are busy then ask me to ask someone else.
No wonder singtel sales really getting bad to worst.
haiz..
what to do?
If is not because of the contract penalty,
i tink i have already left long time ago.
Whereas now im still struggling with it,
im so tired..
Every night i been having insomnia.
and now,
Seeing wat my dear had write in the previous post,
i ?
really donno wat to say or nth to say
nvm ba..
No one can understand how i feel deeply inside my heart.
Recently nv update my blog..
Cos im too tired and no mood to update.
Reach home late everyday,
and have to wake up early the next day.
Schedule for this week is not bad,
but i tink next week will be a hell week for me.
Hopefully chinagal can get back to me asap.
If not i really can die in singtel.
Meet up with dear today after my work.
Was expecting to have some OT but heng..
in the end no need OT at all.
End work at around 545pm,
whatsapp dear what the plan tonight,
and he replied : " hmmmm. hahahaz. eat liaoz then send u home"
Make me more sian straight.
I was happily awaiting to end work,
then to see what he had planned for me.
in the end.....
i really nth to say..
Was quite disappointed after seeing the way he replied me,
and my mood changed straight away.
Met up with him outside my shop,
and was kinda speaking in a harsh way to him.
its like im waiting to end work and hoping for some happy things,
then suddenly every mood is gone.
Work already so sian now,
the only thing motivate me to await end work is the thought of meeting him after work.
But its seem like nth special to him at all ba.
he can plan other things well,
except planning things for me.
Am i really that un-important to him?
Can't blame him also ba...
he got more important things waiting for him to do..
Went to Ramenplay to have our dinner in there.
Chit chat till his work things,
and we argue again.
Already no mood liaoz,
plus this thing happened,
make me totally no mood and don feel like talking at all.
After eating,
walk towards the bus stop and asked him where he wanna go.
If he say go home,
i can straight take bus 502 home.
But lucky he didnt say that.
He said go marina square..
So we took bus 111 to marina square,
and throughout the whole journey,
we didnt talk at all.
He was busying whatsapp-ing with ppl,
and just ignoring me all the way.
In order not to disurb him whatsapp-ing,
i close my eye to rest my eye.
So i cant see him whatsapp-ing ppl.
Its to console myself so i can feel better.
Alight the bus that time
he was still whatsapping there,
till crossing the road,
and the route to the doll catcher machine.
I already tried to pretend not to see it,
and walk asap as i can.
I tink he realize that i getting to walk faster and faster,
then he follow up with me behind.
Played with doll machine and my mood slightly feel better.
Vent everything on the machine and just played whatever i can.
Keep changing money to catch the doll that i wan,
and managed to catch 2 cats first.
They have no stocks for the one that i wan,
so we need order it.
After 2 weeks then have.
Walk over to arcade and play some gun shooting games.
Just nice also..
Totally vent out everything in me on the shooting,
but its seem that i quite sucky in venting it out.
Vent out but my character died very fast.
Walk back to the doll machine side and continued catching.
was supposed to play the last $3,
in the end,
we played additional of $20 ba?
Not to sure also.
Total catch of today is 4 cats,
all the 4 design that they have,
i already got it.
Need to pack my cupboard to welcome my this new family.
Walk over to esplanade to relax awhile,
and tink mood is slightly better liaoz.
chit chat with dear in the usual place that we always sit.
its seen that today de atmosphere is not that good ba.
We didnt really talk alot then most of the time we are just quietly sitting there.
A long waiting end work day,
become a day of unhappiness day.
I feel like banging myself on the wall,
as im the one who make it become like that.
F**k myself to the max.
Its okays.
just ignore me..
Signs off,
JingJing
♥ 3:43 AM
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
My dear never update blog for so long le-.-
Half a month without story to read..sad... So I'm here!!
She've been busy working n working.. especially almost doing full shift 13hr work with one hr break only for continues three days in a row due to Samsung S4 launch..or issit due to the "interesting" schedule planner..Pray hard the next two weeks won't be jialat..
7th month anniversary got no blog post!!!
We went to watch iron man3.. Think the next month we shall go zoo ba.. Then she can visit her fav crocodiles.. Feels like we very long never go out play le..
No pic of my anniversary gift to her T.T she ate it le..T.T left the jar.......
Yst dinner was great..
Later I think of wad to post then continue ba.. My brain still not awake..
Cya later..
Back.. Siting in de bus with her.. Both not talking..
Did things chance between us?
It have been how long since we last took a pic tgt? How long since she nv request for one..
Guess we both have diff thinking regarding work.. Maybe I won't talk abt my feeling on work anymore..
Sian is this what will happen when two person been tgt for 7 months? I wonder how couple be tgt for years..
Maybe I'm truly not caring enuff or I just dunno how to care for her.. Always see her meet me with an unhappy face cos I did not plan things well.. Y can't we be like last time forever.. Where when I meet u u will smile innocently..
I miss ur smile..
♥ 8:22 AM
