Black friday to me.
Saturday, November 17, 2012
Out of sudden mood swing again.
I ownself also donno y too.
ARRRR!
Fuck it!!
SIANS LA!!!!
Totally have no mood to do anything,
no mood to talk,
no mood to watch drama,
no mood to play game too.
Keep staring at lappy de screen,
mind is all blank.
Work with duncan and kelvin today,
as rita is off and meiping is in funan.
Fri sales was damn sucky,
worst than monday.
Whatsapp with dear for the whole afternoon,
as he is on leave today to stay at home to study his final theory.
Around 6+ that time,
he tell me his cannot remember things that he study.
Tink he is too nervous le ba.
But afterall,
he still passed his final theory.
Not bad mahz.. 46/50.
whatsapp halfway..
Suddenly he MIA again.
From 717pm last seen online.
till i end work 820pm.
He still not yet reply me.
I was so worry that something happen to him.
whatsapp dear to tell him i end work le,
but he no reply too.
Also donno whether he is meeting me anot.
i donno what he doing,
i donno where is he.
I only know im so worry about him.
Bought his favourite fish ball as wanna give him eat de..
Till i call him cos he never reply me at all,
when he pick up my call that time,
he sounded so nervous to hang up my call,
which make me feel more worry.
After that..
he finally reply my whatsapp
telling me say his mum went to fetch him.
Which in the first place i didnt know.
So train back home after receiving his whatsapp..
Train to JE and change Mrt to Boon Lay..
Took a longer way home,
as i don wanna reach home so early on a Friday.
Reach home at around 945pm,
Mum see me rch home so early,
then ask me y am i so early back home.
I donno what to say.
cos I rch home late she got thing to say,
i rch home early she also got thing to say.
Sians to the max.
On lappy and stare on it.
Keep waiting and waiting and waiting.
Waiting for dear to ask wanna webcam anot.
But afterall,
he didnt say out anything.
asking him what he is doing,
He say he is rotting.
Nvm... but i donno about something.
i donno y he keep saying sry to me.
Is there no other words than sry?
I ask him that..
He say he donno.
My mood ji tao drop till 0.
So been quiet and cold towards him the whole night.
He can feel it and he keep asking me.
But i just deny that.
Now he went to slp le..
And im here moody swing, rotting and blogging.
Feel so sucky..
Nvm..
I go lay on bed to watch my drama better.
Nites.......
Signs off,
JingJing
♥ 3:24 AM
