Mind fucked day!!!
Saturday, December 1, 2012
I got Mind Fucked today by my dear!!
OMG LA!!
This is the 1st time i kana mind fucked till so jia lat!
Dear!!
how can u!!!
U know u make me feel so confused and vexed now!!
ROAR!!!
Evil dear!!!
Actually i donno what am i supposed to blog now.
Cos my mind now is so vexed and confusing,
my heart is so troubled.
Wanna get a dog is easy..
but i donno y am i feeling so troubled now.
Izzit because of money?
Izzit because of time?
Or izzit because of dear's mum?
i donno!!!
I really donno!!!
1st (money)...
i tinking of my debts now..
and needa fork out $850 within this 2 months.
Is quite a big amount for me and dear now.
Dear say he can don eat the whole day,
till he save enough money to buy dog.
I jiu shi don wan to see this happen,
that y i been worried about this all the while,
when dear started thinking of getting 1 partner for remy.
Money is not a prob,
the prob is i don wan him to skip meal cos of saving the money!!!
2nd (time)...
Dear told me getting a puppy need spend alot of time to guard her,
cos 1st 2 week will be the critical timing to teach them pee and poo.
then 1st 3 months is the owner and dog bonding time.
I didnt do that to Niki when i first bought him home.
i didnt really spend so much time with niki.
maybe that is y he become so spoil at home.
Somehow i regretted getting niki that time,
when i haven even prepared myself ready for a dog.
Seeing niki been spoil and changed into a dog that cant really be trained,
i somehow blaming myself and feel guilty.
After hearing what my dear say..
I donno whether am i capable to get a dog.
Vexed ar!!!
3rd (his mum)..
We secretly getting a dog without informing him mum at all.
Im afraid when that day we bring her home,
her mum will not accept and will ask us to bring back.
We been tinking alot of reasons that can let his mum believe.
But i don tink his mum will so easily buy over our reason,
cos his mum is very clever de.
Its will not be a easy case to find a reason to bluff his mum.
ARRRRRRRRR!!
Silky vs Maltese!!
dear..
I really donno!!!
Tmr then tink ba..
I shall go slp le.
later working morning shift.
Die!!
Nites Loves.
Signs off,
JingJing
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